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Flashback, It was nice that you adored me, it was easy.
There was nothing that gave me pause then.
Now I’m sorry, like a murderer.

Haven’t you noticed we’re falling apart at the seams? Come on!
For once can you try to just say what you actually mean?

Shallow and capricious, filling nights with empty whispers.
Sowing seeds of deep despondence with a stillborn kiss.
Requiem.

How can you claim that you know the real man that I am, baby?
Oh now don’t call me baby and don’t say that you understand.

A cold wind, crimson, saw the sunrise on the jetty.
Hadn’t slept yet, still tried to force it.
But it can’t be rushed, like a long flight home.

I can’t believe that the worst has already gone by. It seems
Completely unlikely that happiness starts when you die.

If I fall into grace and get another go round, I will
Fight for that feeling until they lay me in the ground!

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from The Twelve Hundred Custom EP, released April 8, 2015

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scrub jays Corvallis, Oregon

Songs inspired by the many various traditions of american music, blending regional influences in a mash-up of familiar styles that captures the songwriter's own experiences living in beautiful Cascadia - and beyond.

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